Anyone in Chicago have a place to live/need a roomate? Things have happened now in my life that I give up. I quit. I'm done. I can't cut it I guess. I'm just not good enough.
I want to come home. I am ready to call it quits.
Maybe one day I can find someone that can fall in love with me for who I am.
Maybe one day I can fin someone that doesn't feel the need to hide things from me and give me something to believe in them and put trust in them.
Maybe one day I can find someone that makes me happy being the person that I am.
Maybe one day I will find someone that understands the who/what/when/where/why/how of who I am.
Maybe one day I will find my angel.
Maybe one day I will have the life and happiness that I dreamed of.
Maybe one day I will be able to wake up, and be so amazingly happy with the way my life has turned out that nothing will be able to stop me from anything.
Maybe one day I will have that romance that I have always dreamed of.
Maybe one day I will have the house I've dreamed of and the family I'v always wanted to have.
Maybe one day I will have someone that believes in me enough to never give up.
Maybe one day...
Until then, I'm just going to continue to be sad.